Unfinished Rumination #583958492

I’m coming up on 3 weeks for this self-imposed writing thing. The one thing that weighs on my mind is that, while all of these posts are technically published and up for public viewing, I haven’t shared it with anyone I know. Makes me wonder about people who try to save the world without saving themselves or their own environment first. Kinda like how, in an aeroplane emergency, you’re supposed to put the oxygen mask over yourself before you can attend to a your child sitting next to you.

I keep having this thought that the website isn’t finished yet, and I don’t want to share it with anyone when it’s unfinished, but that in turn defeats the idea with which I started this whole project. None of these posts are finished. They’re edited, and published, but they are unfinished pieces. Little fragments of my mind. There is a long term plan to move the website from Ghost to WordPress+AWS Lightsail and then maybe run it on EC2 later on down the line, but that’s again for kicks, Just to see what I can learn from the process. I feel I got this writing daily thing down, so there is nothing really stopping me from migrating the website and sharing with my friends. It’s just an excuse to hide.

Fuck. What else do I do to hide? Call posts unfinished to protect myself from critique? I wouldn’t do that. Would I?